Ellie Goulding Made A Confession About Drinking Alcohol To Fit In The World


        

 

Ellie Goulding told a source that she gradually started drinking after she had a hard time in life to carry on with everything. Alcohol helped her to bear with uneasy and cluttered situations that had risen as she stepped into the world of the spotlight.

The British pop singer Ellie Goulding had to be a fake person in order to get a hold of the new stardom at first. She was surrounded by a surreal situation that made her life very difficult. She felt like a misfit with a certain group of people. She felt she could not be crazy or funny enough for them and needed to consume alcohol to vibe with them.

She posted a picture with her friend Fearne Cotton on twitter sharing some friendly thoughts of them she appeared on Fearne Cotton’s Happy Place podcast revealing her troubled lifestyle. Apart from drinking alcohol for fitting in with the celebrity pals, she also admitted that live Lounges used to be so frightening and gut-wrenching for her previously that she boozed every time before going live. In a recent interview, the singer told that she drank before performing on Radio 1’s Live Lounge that was recorded in the morning.

The ‘Love me like you do singer’ said she used to be nervous and anxious about any interviews or live shows. She had subliminal thoughts in her mind which made her cautious about how she should handle it with ease. She believed that booze would make her funny and superfly. When she used to get interviewed, she felt she could not answer about herself as she lost the entity she used to be. So she turned to drinking before she had to face the world to fake it out.

But she made an opposite statement in 2011 that she did not even take a drop of alcohol when she performed at the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge’s wedding reception. She stated that things were different for her as she was never an alcoholic. She could leave it out for a couple of months without any trouble.

Ellie Goulding debuted in 2010 with her hit album Lights followed by another chartbuster albums Halcyon in 2012 and Delirium in 2015. But she declared her fans in 2016 that she would take an ephemeral break from music but it would not be too long. The Brit-award winner came clear with Fearne Cotton about her anger issue saying she had been taking therapy for anger management.

It is a new phase in life after she got married to old Etonian Caspar Jopling in August. He helped her with emotional stability making her a calm and peaceful persona. She gladly accepted that anger problem was just gone with the wind when she met Caspar. She instantly felt a lot better in his presence.